It's contagious, I think my negative vibe has been infecting others in the office.....hmmmm! Now I have at least 2 other staff members thinking about quitting in the near future, although I don't blame them, consider the working environment vs. financial/non-financial or even the slightest intrinsic rewards. A girl told me it has become PAINFUL to even think about coming to work. I have to say that as I progress in my job, the negative feeling has been growing stronger inside me, and it has extended to areas beyond work, or maybe it's just myself? I think I was more of a bit of a pessimist, but also can be SURE that things will definitely work out by themselves despite that almost everything goes towards the bad direction first, not sure if that even made sense......
Back to the negative vibe, although human tend to find something to blame for bad things that happened, I have to honestly say that it's not entirely my job that's making me down. Maybe partially it's due to my own personality, although I can be outgoing and just talking nonsense, there are certain areas of me that probably never get the chance to surface. As mentioned before, I'm not big on emotions, especially the lovie-dah stuff. I'm more of a lone wolf (altough that image is wayyy too cool for me lol), I have no problem with dealing the awkward silence with the presence of others, and I certainly don't mind being by myself, actually enjoyed it, it gives the chance to just think about really weird stuff that doesn't make sense. And now I think my thoughts are getting all weird, hard to put them into words, so I will stop here. I try not to draft or "plan" my blog, as this supposed to reflect my thoughts, and I would like to write it as things come to my mind. (That's pretty much my style for my entire student life, luckily, most of my essays worked out to be alright lol)
Whew~~ haven't really shared those with anyone before, so there you go, benefits of talking to total strangers eh? (Feel free to give me candies, although I prefer savoury stuff, like sushi lol)
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Must say ... I enjoy your writing style. Nothing gets to more than when I feel intimidated by the way someone writes. None of that with your blogging style. (So, take that as candy ... or sushi if you'd like!)
Thank you for your comments on my blog. No. We will not really be using lion's blood. Just had to add some color to my blog!
Take care! Hope things get better at work for you.
Thanks for the comment, hope things will work out the best for you. Re work, well I'm planning my exit now (and have been for a while), when I sort out everything, I will resign, it's not about the money, it's about quality of life.
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